*released from the vault, already happened
It is the night before the transfer, I am cool as a cucumber.
I read a fellow bloggers blog this morning and it was talking about how many of her embryos survived the thaw. Then it hit me... My embryos are thawing... I wonder how many of ours survived the thaw. I would know this had I not told that woman to tell me NOTHING!
... and then I came full circle.
I could be flipping the fuck out right now, if we got bad news, and Im not. Whew... Good decision!
It still didnt hit me what could be happening tomorrow. I feel so numb to all of this.