Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Wish us luck

Feels weird saying that, but seriously... wish us luck... PLEASE!  :) 

First, I still have to update photo's from the party, but that involves me locating the attachment for the memory card in my camera.... Sooooooooo that may be a while.

My lining check on Friday went well.  I snuck in there just at the lower limit to proceed at 8.2mm  (holy crap... snuck isnt a word.  it's sneaked... I never knew sneaked is a word... DU-MASS right here).

This is sort of funny, because my last lining check was crazy high... like 18mm.  They gasped when they saw it and exclaimed that I was ready to go.  I believe this is because a good chunk of that was polyps.  Now I'm extremely glad I got all of that removed... even though I STILL HAVE A HOLE IN MY STOMACH! That's saying a lot. 

So we are all set for Friday.  With good embryos and a cleaned out ute we should be twinning in no time (said as I try really really hard to trick myself into a pregnancy).

Also... I started with progesterone injections and I believe I have developed a needle phobia.  I started crying like a 4 year old and it didn't even hurt.  The thing is that some of these needles don't hurt at all, and some of them feel like you are being shanked via a shiv. You never know which it's going to be... so you find yourself sitting there like... "NO WAMMY! NO WAMMY!  NO WAMMY!" So Im getting this anxiety before I even get a shot.  Why do FET cycles have to be so damn long?  It's 6 weeks of needles before pregnancy test. 

Since starting the progesterone, I actually am starting to feel a little bit better.  I have more energy and this morning I woke up without feeling like I was ran over by a dump truck.  Prior to progesterone, I could not complete the simplest of tasks without getting distracted/sidetracked/forgetting where I was or how I got there.  Like a real life alien invasion, except it wasn't aliens, it was Lupron.  It truly got so bad that driving a vehicle was probably not a good idea. I was a complete mess.  I have ADD and it was like if ADD had ADD.  Not cool.

Update on my boss... who I really really really really DO NOT LIKE.  We get a bonus, yesterday he told some people the amount but didnt tell me.  This morning, he calls me in and informs me that he "accidentally" gave me a smaller bonus than I earned.  My boss's boss caught it.  I am the only one that this happened to.  I cant help but feel like this was no accident.  I think he thought he was pulling a fast one and got caught.  He said it was an error from the drop box and he accidentally selected the wrong amount.  He then tells me that he "realizes this looks suspicious like it was done intentional."  Now HR had to get involved to fix it, and he looks like a bigger jerk.  Let's face it.. he doesn't look like a jerk, he is in fact, an actual jerk.

Oh well, by this time next Friday I will be P.U.P.O. with twins (again, I'm lying to myself).

I almost forgot!  Thanks for all the uterine scraping information.  RE says that my ute is scraped out plenty from the surgery.  

 



26 comments:

  1. Good luck schnuckems! It's going to be AWESOME.

    Furthermore, I am hoping for no wammies.

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    1. No Wammy! No Wammie! STOP!!!

      I miss that show!

      Thanks for the well wishes.

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  2. Good luck! Hope they settle in all snug as bugs in rugs.

    Sneaked? Really? I had no idea.

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    1. I didn't have a clue either. Sneaked??? Who says that?

      They are going to settle in. They better, or they are on serious punishment. i dont think it works like that, but if you start the threats early enough, maybe they will listen!

      Thanks for all of your support.

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  3. This Friday? Yay! Wishing you TONS of LUCK!!!

    The PIO needles....I'm right there with you, although I have to admit it's been getting better. Funny how some days it really hurts and other days I can hardly feel the needle at all. Last night Hubby said "I have to admit, I'm starting to feel like a pro at this." lol

    Here's to wishing for those twins for the both of us!

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    1. Yep! This Friday! I can't believe it. We all have comimentary degrees in nursing after all of this.

      Twins for everyone! Like on oprah... YOU GET A TWIN! You get a twin! You get a twin! It is totally going to happen.

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  4. Friend, I am sending you all my luck. Unfortunately, I don't think I'm a very lucky type of person. I do however have a friend of a friend whose cousin won the most recent powerball. Now that is monstrous luck. I will see what I can do in getting them to send some good vibes your way.

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    1. Thank you so much! With odds like this I feel like I've won the shit lottery! We can dream, right?

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  5. Thinking of you and wishing you the best of luck. I hate those PIO shots. I still have a lump and stopped them a week ago.

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    1. I think it Took about 6 weeks after my last cycle for mine to go away! It's awful.

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  6. Good luck good luck good luck! I've never done PIO, always suppositories, which is its own special kind of horror. But I'm with you on the needle phobia...I think mine actually got worse while on stims, not better!

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  7. snuked, sneaked, snaked, whatever, right?! i've got all my fingers and toes crossed for you and i'm sending any residual baby dust i've got your way, good luck!!!!
    sorry your boss is such an ass clown, at least you're getting some sort of vindication/satisfaction out of seeing him making himself look like the total dick that he actually is :)

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    1. Thanks for the well wishes. Yes, he is making himself look like a douche!

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  8. I wish you all the luck in the world my friend. No one deserves it more than you. I am thinking of you often.

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  9. I'll be thinking of you and sending you the best of luck my dear!!

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    1. Thank you so much! We could really use the best of luck for a change!

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  10. Sending you so much luck you wouldn't believe it!!

    And in my professional English teacher opinion (after all of two months experience), I think "snuck" is used so much it should definitely be accepted as grammatically proper.

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  11. Thank you so so so much!

    I agree, and I'm continuing its usage! Especially now that I have an English teachers approval! That's like a gold star in my book!

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  12. OMG, snuck isn't a word??

    Sorry your boss is an asshole, but at least you'll get the bonus you were supposed to get.

    Fingers crossed for those twins!!

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  13. You have such a positive attitude, I am sending you lots of luck! Can't wait to read about your positive pregnancy test soon :)

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  14. Good luck good luck! Sorry about your stupid boss. At least he got "caught" in it so someone else saw his douchebaggery! :)

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